most depressed man from shanghai to colorado
repeating please god make it stop cause thats my motto
quit my job and buy some drugs if i win the lotto
splatter myself all over the walls of the condo


i dont wanna live

theres a goddamn reason that i dont have kids
i dont want them to follow the same path i did
and they might just end up dead if i blow my lid
every night i pray to god that my car skids
off the road in the dark, g
im getting sick of putting up with darkies
might just have to slash my wrist with my car keys
im starting to get sick of this malarkey
hoping that bitch from accounting gives me back my sharpie

jump off and hope i don't bounce like the (???)
though i just wanna rot like a dead rat
im a piece of scum im dirty like a mud-flap
the only kind of porn that still turns me on is scat
that's why my basement is my natural habitat
been a couple years since ive been to the laundromat
single cause i do my ex-bitch with a metal bat
300 pounds and i wouldnt call it fat
doc says morbidly obese but i dont think of it like that