welcome to my special hell.


it is uncertain if you will find anything of use here.
only the scribblings and ramblings of a being that does not yet seem to be fully aware of their surroundings.
however, you may continue anyway, if you feel so inclined. maybe it means something.

the "purpose" of this website, if you want to think of it that way,
is essentially as some sort of online representation of my very being, or at least some deep part of it.
just my own hopes and fears and ideas and feelings written on these pages, whether past or present.

i expect it to be completely useless to most people. maybe even reprehensible or offensive in some cases. or just kind of STUPID.
but for the few that might relate, or that might feel understood or otherwise enriched by these various forms of weird self-expression,
that is who i am putting this out for.

also, there are pages with auto-playing music. so be wary of that, i guess.

update log.

5/25/2024 - added a new drawing.

4/27/2024 - added a new video to the minecraft page.

4/20/2024 - added a page dedicated to mapmaking as well as a download for a half life map i made.

4/5/2024 - added a new drawing.

3/8/2024 - added a new drawing.

3/6/2024 - added a new drawing, added a new entry to the blog.

3/1/2024 - added a new link to the "links" page (https://patonne.neocities.org/).

2/23/2024 - added a new drawing in the 18+ section.

2/16/2024 - linked a new video on the minecraft page.

2/1/2024 - added a new drawing.

1/23/2024 - added a
page for minecraft stuff.

1/22/2024 - added 2 new drawings.

1/12/2024 - added a new drawing.

1/4/2024 - updated/rearranged main page, updated "about" page.

1/2/2024 - added three new drawings.

1/1/2024 - wrote and added a new entry to the blog.

12/19/2023 - added a new drawing.

12/12/2023 - added two new drawings.

12/2/2023 - added a new link to the "links" page (https://voyni.ch/).

11/30/2023 - added a new drawing.

11/27/2023 - added a new drawing.

11/24/2023 - added a new drawing.

11/19/2023 - added a new drawing.

10/28/2023 - added a new drawing.

10/1/2023 - added two new drawings.

08/29/2023 - added two new drawings.

08/25/2023 - added a new drawing.

08/18/2023 - added a "new" drawing (drawing itself isn't new but i colored/polished it). added a new entry to the "articles" page.

08/15/2023 - added a new drawing.

08/12/2023 - added a new drawing.

08/08/2023 - added two new drawings.

08/05/2023 - added this page. no, it isn't linked anywhere else but here. it's our little secret, just between you and me.

08/04/2023 - added this update log. added a drawing. moved some things around.

main stuff.





Journal 2: Blog's Revenge

my LOST MEDIA FLASH GAME memory (click this if nothing else i NEED your HELP)

goldsrc/source maps!

minecraft builds!


other stuff.

dream journal.


weirder drawings. (18+ dump) (NSFW) (you get it)

older stuff.

explore the gallery.

something else.

journal. (old)

webcomic. (unfinished for now, check back later)

writing dump.



here are my public methods of contact, in case you want to ask a question, give feedback, or talk to me personally for any reason you might have.
maybe we will even become friends. wow! woah! who knows! i don't know. here you go.
or, if you'd like something faster, you can add me on discord instead.
i only ask that you read at least a little bit of this site,
to have more of an idea of who i am and what i'm like.
thank you.
here also is an invite to a discord server i've made. join if you like, or if it's more comfortable for you.
(also, i feel like it goes without saying, but don't join if you're under 18.)